Hello, again.

Dear Reader,

It’s been a while. I think, without even realizing it, I’ve been trying to find myself over the past couple of months. Since January I have graduated from high school, moved in with my girlfriend, started working full time, and came out as non-binary. Maybe it doesn’t sound like a lot, but change is something that is hard for me. Even good change.

I’m trying to work on myself. Like, REALLY trying. I am finally confronting my relationship with food, my sad thoughts, and have been trying to tell my anxiety to kindly fuck off. I don’t want to go into detail on any of these right now for two reasons: I am really too tired to talk about my struggles, and I would much rather wait and take the time to write a well thought out post on my other blog.

I know there’s not much content to this note, and there’s been even less the last couple of months, but as I work on myself I will continue to work on these blogs and make them something I am proud of once again.

I hope you are doing okay, and that life is bringing you some joy and hope right now.

Love,

Stan (they/them/theirs)

“…But you’re not ill and I’m not dead

Doesn’t that make us the perfect pair?

Just sit with me, we’ll start again

And you can tell me all about what you did today.”

From the modern leper by Julien Baker